jessie j. : who you are.

I've been pondering what the hell am i doing now. i feel i'm not me right now. disguise behind other's shadow. others that i think cool enough to be like them. yes. i always stare at my reflection not only in the mirror but all glasses that have reflection of mine. see through whether i'm good enough in this outfit so that other people around me smile and say "whoa! she's good". but i dont want being like this kind of girl. cause everything inside me screams "no no no..".sometimes it's hard to follow my own little heart. because i dont know what's wrong with me!.

i live in a life that's not belong to me. i want a life. a life that i ruled by myself. i want to travel. travel everywhere. follow my heart, my footsteps. i want to feel the breeze of freedom. touch the sky with a smile.  a smile truthfully within my heart. no those fake smiles that i threw so that people around me feel comfort. i dont want to learn verilog hardware digital language and complex analysis. i hate 'em. i can't stand it anymore. owh God. please. give me my own life. 

I stare at my reflection in the mirror...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf ...
"no,no, no, no..."

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
(Who you are)x11

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould , yeah!
The more I try the less it's working yeah yeah yeah
Cause everything inside me screams, "no,no,no,no..."

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay

Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no, egos
Fake shows like woah
Just go, and leave me alone
Real talk real life
Good love goodnight
With a smile that's my home
That's my home

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
Who you are